~jaguaresz

I just returned from an exhausting trip to Chicago, IL. It was fun because I was able to see the college I would like to attend, Columbia College Chicago, an art college :3. However, my father (who is never impressed with anything) was not impressed with the campus: the buildings were randomly scattered throughout the city!

Another aspect of the college I found quite hard to grasp was the map. (I didn't know how to read it ) My brain was clouded with images of me attending the college, then getting lost and being late for class because of some lousy map!

Despite those setbacks, I really found the college to be wonderful and I loved how it was located in the breathtaking downtown. I really want to ride the trains

I really want to go there, so let's hope for the best, shall we?

tagged me.

The rules are:
->Choose a singer/band/group.
->Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
->Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged).

Alrighty, let's give this a go....
My band: The Cure

*Are you male or female?
I'm Cold

*Describe yourself!
Why Can't I Be You?

*What do people feel when they're around you?
Strange Attraction

*How would you describe your previous relationship?
Gone!

*Describe your current relationship.
Going Nowhere

*Where would you like to be now?
From the Edge of the Deep Green Sea

*How do you feel about love?
Just Say Yes

*What's your life like?
Like Cockatoos

*What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
The End of the World

*Say something wise.
All Cats are Grey

Hmm...I tag AlienLazer, faderillaz, hybridfan, GothicEmerald, mosobot64, and xironsiderx!

As the August air approaches and July fades quickly away, I can only think of one word: school.
This year shouldn't be so bad, considering that it is my last and that I don't have to go back there after three years of embarrassing and making a fool of myself.

ANYWAY, enough of that. Let's talk about something else. I've recently started writing a short story called "jaguar" and just submitted the first chapter. It'll probably take me a while to write the second because I haven't written a story in years, and I am not that good. Hopefully after a few chapters I will finally write something that has substance

As I keep having strange dreams, I've realized a lot of things about myself.
~I don't think I've learned my true identity yet, and so I feel lost, at home, and at other places (school XO). That would explain why I feel like I don't fit in.
~Growing up is HARD. As if getting ready to enter senior year wasn't enough, I also have to write two essays for school and a resume, as well as get ready to be editor of the school newspaper. You know, when I was younger (this is totally lame)I always thought that when I grew up I'd be really popular, have a boyfriend, and be totally happy. Hmmm....
~I'm too young for love. So many times this summer I've thought "Why don't I have a boyfriend?" because of other people exclaiming how wonderful their girlfriends/boyfriends are, sometimes I feel like I need to have someone to be happy. Turns out I'm just lonely and looking for something to do.
~And last, but not least, I need to be myself. As the band Oasis says "You can't be no one else" and as I'm starting to learn who "me" is I realize that if my friends truly appreciate me, they will love me no matter how strange I dress or what kind of music I listen to.

Another strange dream I had was that I was walking into a dark forest. With each step I took I heard an echo off into the depths of the darkness. I reached a small pond and watched my reflection, but there was nothing there.